Kicked to the side for a man!

I believe that the worst feeling for one to feel is the one of being abandoned. I have never thought I would feel this way but I guess I was wrong. I have always been very loved by everyone, but lately seems that no one loves me, that I am a bother to them. I have hardly treated my friends harshly. When I have treated my friend harshly had been because they either deserve it or they are doing something that it’s completely stupid.

The only thing that has been bothering me the most has been that one of my friends my supposedly best friend/sister had gotten a Gorean Master on IMVU. When she told me I told her either me or that man and she said to me I was being unfair to her, but now she doesn’t even talk to me now she only talks to me when she is bored or her Master is not online. I believe she should have chosen him since she hardly even talks to me now and then it wouldn’t have been unfair. I even made the decision for her because I knew this was going to happen.

Why would a person want to leave her friend hanging the one that she saw as a sister for a man? Not like he was the last Master on gor. Also not that long ago she tells me that she was talking to him and that he has a sexy voice and o.m.g. sis and inside of me I was like if you only knew he is some ugly fat male that does nothing and very sensitive.

Why would a man that considers him-self a master feel so threaten by a girl that tells him stuff as she sees it? No sensitive man should be a Master because once you meet that girl that will tell you how she sees you. You will want to a. kill her or b. makes everyone hate her so she will be left alone, like it’s happening in my case, or better yet don’t become a Master if you are a sensitive man because you won’t be able to take on the girl that has more dominance than you.

Ugh Oger again!

Ok so this nasty stalker boy emailed my cousin again. In the email he tells her about how he saw me at work and that I was hiding my face from him. OMG I wanted to punch him in the face I wasn’t even hiding I was waiting for a C.S.M. to tell me where to go next. Yeah men are so smart. Anyways when she told me I wanted to die ugh I hate that boy I wish I would have been meaner when he was dating her then maybe he wouldn’t have cared about me nor how "good" I looked. I sometimes wish I could kill people and not get into trouble, but since I can get into trouble for that and risk my soul and my life I can't do that. All I can do is hope to get fired so when he comes to walmart he can't see my happy ass around.

Being "fat"

So today, my male parental unit and I were watching a movie when the female parental unit came to the living room and says to my male parental unit something about clothes. I was ignoring them talk until I heard her say "I'm so fat." I was like hold up rewind and play 'She is fat??' So I tell her "You are not fat mom so stop being so dramatic." And she started bitching about how fat she was and that since she isn’t a size 0 she is fat. I wanted to be like when you reach 14 then we can talk about being fat. Ugh I hate when skinny bitches say they are fat because they are not when you reach those double digits then and have fat rolls then you can bitch, whine, and moan about being fat, till then you may not come to a chubby girl and tell her you are fat. Even if you are on the double digit and you don’t have fat rolls you can’t complain about being fat once you have muffing top and fat rolls then you can start complaining. SO!! You skinny ladies out there don’t go to your chubby friends and bitch, whine, and moan about you being fat!

OGER

Ok so these past few days I have been talking to my cousin and she tells me that her ex bf likes me -.- yes he is hedious looking!!!!! I was like wtf so then yesterday she told me that he emailed her and told her that "Your cousin was looking good." When she told me this I wanted to rip that ugly bastard apart. So today I am at work doing my job as a door greeter (I know horrible work and so hard but anyways its bc I am on light duty.) Then I recived a texted message and when I checked I see its from my cousin so I open it and it read. "Jorge emailed me that he is going to walmart so............ Watch out lol" Yes I was not amused by it. So I was feeling uberly paranoid I was looking all kinds of rough too.( >.< he likes that he is an ass and has bad taste in ghetto women. ) So I did my job I didnt see him for a few hours so I was feeling way better and thought "YAY I DON'T HAVE TO SEE OGER." Then when I returned to the board to know where to go I see his stupid ass in the little "Pimp movile from walmart" <--- LMAO!!! anyways passing by me with a smirk I wanted to punch him in the face when I saw him >.< I hate some guys

Damn work

-sigh- So today my Manager "Bitch" told me that I need to make a plan so I can keep my job. She said I have been missing too much work. I guess that at Hell-mart they dont care about their employees. Of course I got hurt at work and I have been kida not paying attention at stuff as I get my hours since I am in pain and I can't seem to concentrate on anything else but that. SO These ppl think that I am missing work because I want to and my  Manager "Bitch" always treats me like shit and today she was all calling me boo boo and shit like that I was so in shock that a person can change like that. Like seriously why do ppl at these big places treat their empolyees like crap and then treat them good when they are introuble it makes no sence. Anyways moving on, so yes I might lose my job because I got hurt at work and miss read the schedule. All because I am human and not a robot