Update on me lol hmm I havent posted in about 2 months

Hello everyone or people who read this blog. I hope ya'll having a wonderful day and time.

So let me get on to this post! :3

I know I haven't been around. Life as of late has been getting a bit dificult, I am trying to get a small buisness going, school keeps me uber busy, and family life isnt getting any better. However, with my busy life I have been able to keep losing weight and eating right. So far im really happy with the way I have been looking lately.

moving on, what are you gals and guys going to be doing for halloween? If you want to know what I'll be just come back in a week or so  I'll be posting a pic of me in costume :)

Finally, I'll leave you guys a pic to see if any of you can notice the difference in my face.

Please leave comments on my pic or letting me know what you guys are going to be for halloween. I cant wait to see :). Have a great one everyone ;).

It has been a while...

Hello everyone~


I know, I haven't been around for a while, so here is what happened:

First the guy who I was with "broke" up with me, why? idk. I didn't even knew he broke up with me... Yeah... I tried contacting him but he never tried to contact me back. I guess his sister filled his head with lies since the bitch hated me. All this happened a few days after my birthday, and to top it all he never called for my B-day, i ended up calling him instead of the other way around...

Then, I was quite heart broken and depressed... I let go of my self for a little bit, since I didn't know how to handle every thing that was going on...

Now, I'm trying to get back in track with everything in my life. I meet someone new a month ago, but I don't really trust him because of what my ex did to me and the way he disappeared and then out of the blue he was no longer with me. Also, School is starting next week <3. I can't wait for college to start it will give me something to do. NO DRAMA <3 which is the best of the best.

All in all I will try not to drop off the phase of the earth and be around more often. ^_^ <3

Boring Birthday

So this past weekend I went to Orlando to celebrate my birthday. I thought that since we were going to Orlando that we were going to have a really nice day out and going out to some place fun, but no I was mistaken. I did a bunch of nothing for my birthday. All I did was stay in my aunt's house went to a boring mall and did nothing just went to a bunch of boring stores. But I did get to go to girly stores and buy some cute stuff but then went back to the house and it was a boring time D: boooo

Disrespectful?

So today I figured out why I am so overly fat and I cant get past the 200 lbs. The reason for all of this is my mother.. Yes my mother, you may be like O.o reading this, but I am so serious about this it's not even funny. She stresses me more than what I need to be and it doesn't help that I am clinically depressed and not taking any type of medication.

She doesn't take my feelings into consideration, call me names,and this make me more depressed than what I already am. This makes me wonder why do mother's do this to their kids? Are all mothers like this? Why have us if you don't really want us? This does not make any sense to me one bit.

Anyways, after hearing her say all this to me. I can't really reply to her in a nice manner, because I am already so upset. Then, she tells me how ungrateful I am and if I'll get a birthday present when I start being nice and not sarcastic. Like if I am a little kid, and to me if she wants respect from me, she should give me respect as well.

Early - Birthday Celebration

My cousin and I, decided to go out for an Early Birthday celebration for me since she wasn't going to be able to go out with me next weekend for my actual birthday. This is what I wore I tried to dress gyaru for that day. However, I know I am missing the accessories. We went to the mall around 12 ish and went to search for stuff for the next day because we were going out, but we never did, anyways it too us forever and then we didn't had time to go buying accessories. ;-; I was sad I wanted accessories. Oh well there is always a next time I guess. :/



Shirt: AB Studio Asymmetrical Tiered Top @ Kohl's (white)
Pants: Arizona Schoolgirl Crop (black)@ JCP
Shoes: A.N.A 'Cannes' Sandal (white) @JCP
Circle Lenses: (Green) Geo Super Angel
Wristlet: Traffic (white)