SO I have decided to be a lolita

So yes I have decided to be a lolita now... How will I get my clothes god knows how Y^Y I guess I'll ask for money for my birthday and what not... Anyways I have also started sweing which I love to do I might take some fasion classes while I'm in college and have a minor in fashion or something Idk yet. Anyways I have to get my surgery done soon Y^Y Im so nervous this is all so crazy.