Falling part

My life is all falling to the floor into pieces. My fantasy world has been broken and trashed like a mirror crashed on the floor.

Bleh my life

Bleh, why does one’s life gets harder and harder? I need a freaking break from this crazy life Y^Y and be able to relax and breath; not be thinking about what’s my next step to get my freaking arm fixed (which has been taken almost what? 6 months! instead of doing everything together nooooo they take their sweet ass time.... And Also I am failing my classes very hard)... I seriously hate my manager right now freaking woman should have changed me from position when I asked her to, but of course not at walmart because they think they own your ass and you are their slave. -sigh- Now tomorrow I gotta call my lawyer and see what he recomends... Why me?

Changing Majors

Today my cousin and I were talking about me and how am I doing in school. We all agreed I am not suitable to be a doctor, so I and she went major searching for a new major for myself. I came across Anthropology, Foreign Studies, and/or Foreign Languages. I think Foreign Studies would be interesting and of course Foreign Languages together. I believe they would go hand in hand, but I am not sure yet with what to do. -sigh- Life is so hard sometimes when one is stressing so much.

Long day

Today was a kind of long day and I had no sleep last night. My cousin today had an interview for her new job, and she told me that it would mean a lot to her if I went with her today. I decided to go to Orlando to then come back to my town which was a long long trip. Then when I got home for a few min then I had to run to school to find out my class las week was canceled and my class today was shorten to go see some theater thingie. After that I came home with my cousin and we decieded to go for a stroll and talk about whats going on with our lifes and about my plan to move out, and since I feel like I am failing my classes and my mom already told me that I needed to move out if I fail this semester. I told her that I seriously didnt know where to start.

Post Surgery, Life, & Drama

It has been a few weeks after my surgery on my shoulder, and all I can say it’s "This sucks big time". My arm is not healed yet... Sadly then the doctor wants me to do physical therapy when it’s a ligament and I know it’s not healed yet. (You my dear reader know how you feel when your body isn't feeling right or when you had surgery and you feel that you are not ready yet.) I have been feeling this way for a while.



I'm very indecisive about this and I am open to suggestions The problem here is that I know I am failing my classes since I am not very able to attend to class all the time, and I know thanks to my surgery my grades have drop also I can't really write because I have a tear on my right wrist, thanks to that I can't move my wrist to write, and the motion of writing makes my whole arm hurt (I have tried to write). Other than that I have been having some drama with the Mother and nothing out of the ordinary.



I have been trying to get my drivers license and looking for a good job there’s gotta be something better than wal-mart. I know finding a job with this economy is hard but I am praying I get a job at a spa. This way with that kind of job I would be able to pay off my debt and credit cards.