Outfit Post~ From 12/16/11

My aunt had a party on Friday night, it was a Christmas party for her office staff.

New Hair!

okay so before I didn't know what to think about my hair thanks to my parents -___-, oh great parents that make me feel like a weirdo because I like bi-color hair.

Back to Black

Since I might be moving to Puerto Rico I have decided to color half of my hair back to black.  Because half of my hair was brown I have been wanting to have brown hair extensions, but I can't get my brown to be the chocolate brown I have always liked. Then I decided that I need to color the top half of my hair back to black and leave my bottom blonde x-x, and because I might be moving I need to save me some money and I already had the black hair extensions. I just hope this looks good and not too emoish X.x After this crazyness gets done I will post pics of me with it and hair extensions <3

Might be moving... wut the frog?

So my mother has gotten in her head that we have to move back to the island.... I wish it was someplace that didn't had as much of drama highlighting it but we might be moving back to Puerto Rico. I believe my mother homesickness is making her think that in Puerto Rico we will be living in a better place.... Idk about this but I have been in the USA since I was 16 to me moving back there would be like a very cultural shocking experience. I am used to being in FL, yes I might not like Florida as much however over here I have my cousins and we have more stuff in common than my cousins back in the island.

Review on Garnier Skin Renew Anti-Dark Circles Eye Roller

I got this eye roller a little while ago, I didn't post my review on it because I was busy with school and my finals, ya'll know finals week in college are crazy days. Moving on, Would I recommend this to a friend? I maybe would do it depending on the darkness of their eye circles.

Christmas Nail Art

A last week I decided to give myself some Christmasy nail art on my nails and toes. Here are the pics I took of them.

Ebay Haul

A few weeks ago I bough some nail stuff from ebay. Since I have decided to be more girly and have girly nails going on I went to ebay and got me a few stuff, including a uv gel cure lamp :D. Picture heavy after the cut.

SHOES!!!!

Hello everyone~

I hope ya'll are doing well. So I would like your help. If you know where to buy these BCBG shoes or the name of these shoes. Please let me know in a comment to this post. 

Thank you all :D 

x0x0

Pet Haul yes Pet Haul

This post is for all of you animal lovers and pet owners. I'll be posting the products I got from Pet head, the mighty furminator, and a soap called Puppy Love by a company who make hand made soaps. The reviews will be posted separately.

This post is pic heavy so the pics and the rest of the review will be under the cut.

Benefit Cosmetics Review

Lately I have been using a lot of different products from the Benefit Cosmetics line. I got the foundation, pressed powder, confession of a concealaholic, dandelion blush, brow highlight, and a lipgloss.

Pinky Paradise Haul XD

Me so happy~ Yay (☆^O^☆)

I order from pinky paradise some circle lenses the other day and I took advantage of the special they were having of buy 2 pair of circle lenses and get one free, so I got me some princess mimi circle lenses >:3. I also got some Decolog Eyelashes Who's series (Dolly). I'm so excited I can't wait to go someplace so I can wear them >_> Probably will be worn on turkey day (thanksgivings) ヽ(*・ω・)ﾉ.

Reviews & Hauls Coming soon

As the title says, I'll be posting some reviews on hair products, hair extensions, I'll be talking about some purses, and other stuff that I recently bought. Although, I'll be reviving some of the stuff I sent for in a few weeks :D I'm so excited. Yay me~

Shopping expirience with my father....

So, yesterday I went to sally beauty supply with my father... Yes with my dad.

Anyways I was looking around at the hair colors and I found a really nice brown hair color that I'm totally in love with, its the 4gn light gold neutral brown by Clairol. Then I went to look at hair extensions, so i look around the store and i asked one of the gurl  who work there to help me out she was so nice anyhow she did so she even matched my hair on the bottom with the extensions.~ I got some sassy hair extensions that are 100% human hair they cost me like $63. I got these because I had them before in black and they looked very natural on me so I decided to buy them again in my current color.

So I was with my dear father who doesn't understand why women "waste" their money on hair products and the such. He looked at me and was said to me O_O "Sharday that's too expensive.", I looked at him back -___- "Hush they are cheap. You don't know what expensive hair extensions are.", then he said to me >_> "You are crazy wasting your money like that.", and I looked at him like -____-  and said "Look fool, you ain't going to be buying me anything for Christmas so I'm getting myself what I want for Christmas." This whole convo happened in Spanish, so the Spanish boy who was cashing me out snicked and said to my dad in Spanish to leave me there and don't drive me back home. I was like =O mean much.

At the end of the day it was an adventure. Going shopping with my dad is not the best thing ever but its better than going with my mom. I'll post some pics of my hair extensions soon and the other stuff I got for my hair and what not.

Book Review: Manga Moods

                                                                       Manga Moods by Saori Takarai

This books its quite cute and a must buy if you are like me and lack on facial expressions in your drawings (^_^); . First, the book shows you different expressions like the cover says 40 faces. Secondly, the book tells you the expression in English and Japanese. Finally, the book helps you understand a bit more the Hiragana and it has a few pages on writing in Hiragana. Here are a few pics of the expressions in the book.

Book Review on Manga Matrix: Create Unique Characters Using the Japanese Matrix System by Hiroyoshi Tsukamoto

Manga Matrix: Create Unique Characters Using the Japanese Matrix System by Hiroyoshi Tsukamoto

 This book not only does it have pretty pictures it also teaches you how to use a matrix. The author tells the reader what is the matrix and how to use it to make a character its basically this  form x costume x personality = infinity. It talks about character making and how to use a combination diagram. The subjects they have examples on are angels, fallen angles and devils, dragons, tall tales from Greek mythology, nonhuman creatures and phantoms beasts, faeries and spirits, creatures in the artificial world, monsters, tall tales from Japanese folklore,worlds of fantasy characters. All these sections are full of information that will help the reader for when they make a character with similar characteristics. Here are some pics of the book.

Book Review on Manga: The Ultimate Guide to Mastering Digital Painting Techniques by ImagineFX

Manga: The Ultimate Guide to Mastering Digital Painting Techniques by ImagineFX

The book its quite informative and it gives the reader a few workshops for them to do and better their techniques. So far I haven't done anything because I got them today, but from what I read its quite informative. It has seven chapters one of them being an introduction to the book. It has seven galleries for seven different artist. It also has about 19 workshops and Q and A from the artists. Here are some pics of the pics inside the book.

Dear Wal-Mart

Dear Fucking Wal-mart:

Not only did i get fired by your stupid ass assistant manager, but! your stupid employees need better fucking training. FIRST! how can you not scan the receipt to void a purchase. Second, its completely ridiculous to have my purchase scanned 2 times to void it and to re sell it. Finally, HAVE YOU PPL NOT HEARD OF TECHNOLOGY?

Sincerely,

A really pissed off ex employee/costumer.

Uber craveings

So yesterday was halloween! Today el dia de los muertos! And none of this days are helping me. I have been craving candies, carrot cake, and spagetties with chicken. bah! When will the cravings end! D: it sucks trying to lose weight and having all the cravings.

Unicorn?

Yesterday I went to a costume party at the green iguana on andersons. Anyways I dressed like a rainbow unicorn (Uber cute but kind of dragish), so when I went to get my second drink of the night at the bar this old man touched my soulder so I was like O.o he said some thing which was not understandable, then this other older man was like hey what are you suppoused to be? A big cuddlely teddy bear? I looked at him like if he was crazy and said no im a rainbow unicorn cant you see my horn?
Like really are ppl that stupid? I totally looked like a unicorn, a drag looking one but a unicorn none the less lol. Well here are some pics of me in my costume. I hope ya'll have a great day.

What I was wearing:

Hot topic: Ears, tail, and tutu ( something something unicorn)
Shirt: Rainbow
Pants: City Street 
Shoes: Steve Madden flats
Fluffyness: It was made by moi and my dad 
Bows: The ribbon was from Joann's 
Wig: Halloween Express





 Makeup:

Eyebrows: Star Sequin (from Joann's)
Foundation: Neutrogena #60
Facepowder: Benefit's Cute as a bunny (honey)
Blush: Benefit's Dandelion 
Eyeshadow:  I wore a hot pink, purple, cream colors from elf 100 pallet.
Eyeliner: Hardcandy liquid liner (black)
Lipstick: MAC: Hello Kitty: Most Popular (Lustre)
Under eye glitter: Glitz It Glitter Gel Ben-Nye 
Top Lashes: I got them a few Halloweens ago at wal-mart if i recall correctly.
Bottom Lashes: Forever Eyelash EL501
Contacts: Princess Mimi Chocolate Brown 15mm (Tsubasa Bambi series)

October 27 2011: the world is ending

You guys might think 'what is this chick talking about? Or what is this chick on?

Well I'll tell you! On this glorious day at 11 something am I found out that I got my first B in my horrible math class. Why I say horrible math class? Well first of all like I have said in a previous post I have a bad teacher. Second there is no extra credit. Lastly I have been failing the test before this.

Also, today I got the pink pants for my costume. Tomorrow I buy my wig cap and the color for it, and I got me some kaluha to celebrate my acomplishment on my math test.

Finally, I'm like blah my last speech has to be done in a group project with a kid who misses schoo, another who lives in lala land, and just me and another girl will probably end up doing the whole thing. I just hope we get a high grade on our speech.

Costume

Well I went with my cousin to the university mall today and got my costumr originally I was going to be a bunny but then there was a change of plans and now im going to be a unicorn. We will see what it will all look like later on.

Math.0028 at HCC...

So this year I decided on taking the last math for prep classes. If I pass I was going to be able to move on in school, BUT that's not the case here. You may wonder why? Well in this semester hcc brandon has a teacher who has never in her life given this class, she has only given college level algebra.

So today, after the midterm was given and what not, I recived an email from the math lab telling me that my teacher discuss with them how poorly Im doing in class. I was like o.O are you effing serious?

Then I thought so after I went to her seeking extra credit and she said no, she waited till the semester is almost over to try and get me help? Well I dont think that will fly with me. First of all what teacher does that? Second, a good teacher would have approached me and asked what was going on? How come my grades on the hw are good N my tests are bad? And lastly, if she would have been so concerned about my grades she would have given me extra credit.

So in summery of all this. HCC sucks at picking some teachers for their prep classes and some of the prep classes teachers just dont give a fuck about how are their students doing.

Update on me lol hmm I havent posted in about 2 months

Hello everyone or people who read this blog. I hope ya'll having a wonderful day and time.

So let me get on to this post! :3

I know I haven't been around. Life as of late has been getting a bit dificult, I am trying to get a small buisness going, school keeps me uber busy, and family life isnt getting any better. However, with my busy life I have been able to keep losing weight and eating right. So far im really happy with the way I have been looking lately.

moving on, what are you gals and guys going to be doing for halloween? If you want to know what I'll be just come back in a week or so  I'll be posting a pic of me in costume :)

Finally, I'll leave you guys a pic to see if any of you can notice the difference in my face.

Please leave comments on my pic or letting me know what you guys are going to be for halloween. I cant wait to see :). Have a great one everyone ;).

It has been a while...

Hello everyone~


I know, I haven't been around for a while, so here is what happened:

First the guy who I was with "broke" up with me, why? idk. I didn't even knew he broke up with me... Yeah... I tried contacting him but he never tried to contact me back. I guess his sister filled his head with lies since the bitch hated me. All this happened a few days after my birthday, and to top it all he never called for my B-day, i ended up calling him instead of the other way around...

Then, I was quite heart broken and depressed... I let go of my self for a little bit, since I didn't know how to handle every thing that was going on...

Now, I'm trying to get back in track with everything in my life. I meet someone new a month ago, but I don't really trust him because of what my ex did to me and the way he disappeared and then out of the blue he was no longer with me. Also, School is starting next week <3. I can't wait for college to start it will give me something to do. NO DRAMA <3 which is the best of the best.

All in all I will try not to drop off the phase of the earth and be around more often. ^_^ <3

Boring Birthday

So this past weekend I went to Orlando to celebrate my birthday. I thought that since we were going to Orlando that we were going to have a really nice day out and going out to some place fun, but no I was mistaken. I did a bunch of nothing for my birthday. All I did was stay in my aunt's house went to a boring mall and did nothing just went to a bunch of boring stores. But I did get to go to girly stores and buy some cute stuff but then went back to the house and it was a boring time D: boooo

Disrespectful?

So today I figured out why I am so overly fat and I cant get past the 200 lbs. The reason for all of this is my mother.. Yes my mother, you may be like O.o reading this, but I am so serious about this it's not even funny. She stresses me more than what I need to be and it doesn't help that I am clinically depressed and not taking any type of medication.

She doesn't take my feelings into consideration, call me names,and this make me more depressed than what I already am. This makes me wonder why do mother's do this to their kids? Are all mothers like this? Why have us if you don't really want us? This does not make any sense to me one bit.

Anyways, after hearing her say all this to me. I can't really reply to her in a nice manner, because I am already so upset. Then, she tells me how ungrateful I am and if I'll get a birthday present when I start being nice and not sarcastic. Like if I am a little kid, and to me if she wants respect from me, she should give me respect as well.

Early - Birthday Celebration

My cousin and I, decided to go out for an Early Birthday celebration for me since she wasn't going to be able to go out with me next weekend for my actual birthday. This is what I wore I tried to dress gyaru for that day. However, I know I am missing the accessories. We went to the mall around 12 ish and went to search for stuff for the next day because we were going out, but we never did, anyways it too us forever and then we didn't had time to go buying accessories. ;-; I was sad I wanted accessories. Oh well there is always a next time I guess. :/



Shirt: AB Studio Asymmetrical Tiered Top @ Kohl's (white)
Pants: Arizona Schoolgirl Crop (black)@ JCP
Shoes: A.N.A 'Cannes' Sandal (white) @JCP
Circle Lenses: (Green) Geo Super Angel
Wristlet: Traffic (white)

Why this sadness?

So after having a day of pampering yesterday and feeling uber sexy, today I feel a heavy sadness in my heart and I don't understand why? Is it because it's going to be my birthday and I feel like he won't call? I don't know... I keep thinking about how we were supposed to be together for my birthday, but I know he can't come for my birthday because life happens and sadly its a bitch when it does. However, knowing this I still can't help it but to feel bad for both of us.

Sometimes, I just feel like I am about to drown on a cup of water and I can't see the way out of it. Also, I dislike how much I need someone else to help me out from drowning stage. I wish I was a stronger person (not in a macho way) to not need someone else to help me out of that, but realistically speaking I need my other half a little too much. I just feel so helpless at times and like love is not meant for me? I guess its confidence issues, but my faults are horrible.

I try not to be clingy nor needy but sometimes I can't help it :(. And let's face it what man loves a clingy needy woman? From my experience only my current man.

This really makes me think more about our future but I get scared at times. What if he gets tired of me? What if he stops loving me? What if someone tries to break us apart? Though, I have to admit when he stayed to sleep at his ex-wife's house I felt a bit of jealousy still knowing he can't stand her... Maybe I'm just having confidence issues? Or perhaps it's the lack of sleep? :(

R.I.P.

So my digital camera decided to die last night while I was taking pictures of some items so I could post reviews of them on my LiveJournal. I am not pleased whatsoever about this ;-;. Now I have to wait till my birthday in hopes that one of my family members gift me one -crosses fingers on that-. However, I doubt that will happened because I hardly receive gifts on my birthday. (Other than my parent's and one close cousin, which are the only ones who gift me on my b-day.) -sigh- What to do? What to do?

Long Time No See :3

Wow it has been a while since I last blogged. lol.

Well lets see since my college classes started I haven't had much time to do anything v.v, but thank god I'm on summer vacation now (yay!!! lol). Lets see since I last blogged I went through 2 semesters in which I failed one class on each semester bringing my GPA down to 2.3 x-x (suckage I know). Next semester I need to bring up my gpa and take classes more seriously, and hope drama doesn't knock on my door anymore (jebus >-<), and no more kina getting sick >-< (she almost give me a heart attack because she never get's sick).

I have also started dating again after almost 4 years... Took me long enough to find my other half though to most of my family he isn't good enough, but to me he is the best man that have come by my life and I hope he will be there for all the time I have left on earth. (Can you say madly in love <3?)

Hmmm... Lets see what else?... Oh!! also I have lost some weight too~ That is something to be uber happy about. Since this change going on with my body I decided to dress Gyaru or Gal <3<3<3. I love this fashion, I think think its really sexy and cute at the same time. :3 Now all that I have left to do is work more on my self confidence and become a prettier gal :D.