So today I figured out why I am so overly fat and I cant get past the 200 lbs. The reason for all of this is my mother.. Yes my mother, you may be like O.o reading this, but I am so serious about this it's not even funny. She stresses me more than what I need to be and it doesn't help that I am clinically depressed and not taking any type of medication.
She doesn't take my feelings into consideration, call me names,and this make me more depressed than what I already am. This makes me wonder why do mother's do this to their kids? Are all mothers like this? Why have us if you don't really want us? This does not make any sense to me one bit.
Anyways, after hearing her say all this to me. I can't really reply to her in a nice manner, because I am already so upset. Then, she tells me how ungrateful I am and if I'll get a birthday present when I start being nice and not sarcastic. Like if I am a little kid, and to me if she wants respect from me, she should give me respect as well.
She doesn't take my feelings into consideration, call me names,and this make me more depressed than what I already am. This makes me wonder why do mother's do this to their kids? Are all mothers like this? Why have us if you don't really want us? This does not make any sense to me one bit.
Anyways, after hearing her say all this to me. I can't really reply to her in a nice manner, because I am already so upset. Then, she tells me how ungrateful I am and if I'll get a birthday present when I start being nice and not sarcastic. Like if I am a little kid, and to me if she wants respect from me, she should give me respect as well.
I have issues with my mother too. It sucks, but you just have to do your best to tune them out. Mothers were put on this earth to bug the crap out of us.
ReplyDeleteI agree with peach. Moms do that. hell my mom has even tried to ruin my marriage a couple of times. It happens. what you need to do is use that stress as motivation towards your weight loss goal. For example,I like to eat my feelings. So when I stress out, i should do some crunches or jumping jacks instead of making a big bowl of lucky charms.
ReplyDeleteIt will take a while. But you're strong. It will all work out in the end.
Thank you girls! I shall start taking things like a grain of salt :3.
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